Ah Ju says

I was going through our previous entries and realized that almost every entry is sweet and joyful.

We had our bad times and upset moments too. Since we wrote about happy times, I think we should also write our bad times. We had an argument just two days ago. I don’t know how to explain… and people will say, "Well, it’s a long story". Roughly, there are issues about "Friends and Boyfriend" and about "You-don’t-seem-to-care", something along that line. It’s quite embarrassing to put them in details.

I felt so miserable then… and when one was angry, things that were not meant to be, were all said out. And at the end of the day, I regretted for what I had said. I remembered I didn’t sleep well that night, not only due to my cold, but also what we said that time, were on my mind. What we shared kept repeating and repeating non-stop.

Now we are fine. :) I know you will understand. It’s because I care, that’s why I become more emotional. But I will learn and I also hope that you give me your support and be there for me. Afterall, we understand that to maintain a relationship, both parties have to be involved.

Yes, bad times are scary but it’s also through these times, we discover more about each other. It will be even scarier if a relationship is smooth without quarrels. No one is perfect and if you love him/her, you will learn to accept. I know we are learning…